Ebynie ♥

2011-11-06T02:35:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, wow such a long time yes?
well to tell you guys the truth i got a new blog, yes A NEW BLOG!
Visit me :)

http://p-lainjane.blogspot.com/

2011-08-07T18:34:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i last update on this blog
Well , what to do ?
Prelim then N lvl which is like 1 month away only

What you don't know - i've moved house , got a new phone , got a new life -.-

2011-06-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

missing in action
promise i will be back soon

2011-06-23T02:24:00.000+08:00

nobody will replace them

2011-06-10T01:30:00.001+08:00

Do not dwell in the past , do not dream of the future , concentrate the mind on the present moment

2011-06-08T17:09:00.001+08:00

you won't have the chance to see me smiling all the time

2011-06-02T22:43:00.001+08:00

all i ask is to stop

2011-05-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

i thought i had no blog for once :/
i figure out that blogging on daily basics about what we do blah blah blah and plain boring .
i had no ideas what to talk about .

kaybye <3

2011-05-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

exams have like finally over and im not too proud of my results
it was really bad this time round
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

2011-05-03T21:42:00.002+08:00

more at fb :)

2011-04-26T21:44:00.003+08:00

my weekends are booked !
sat going to sentosa to catch voyage de la vie for the freaking third time ! oh my . then sunday have kitt's engagement . i can't wait to see how pretty she is . certainly , i am very happy for her , being able to marry to someone she loved dearly :)

2011-04-25T16:10:00.002+08:00

to be the best , you got to be the best

a lot of things happen this few days . have been going out almost everyday $.$
went to sakura , sakae , bowling , toh guan , jurong point . need to save money all over again .
Dad kinda pissed on how i waste a lot of money in just 1 day . Hello ?! it's my money anyway , not yours !

2011-04-21T19:03:00.001+08:00

OH MAY GAWD !
SHOULD I JUST DELETE THIS BLOG ?
IT'S GETTING PRETTY BORING AND I DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO BLOG ANYMORE !
HOW ?

2011-04-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD
i am finally blogging again . blogging has been so boring lately

okay , so today have sports day . boring much . skip skip then went to science center cause i wanted to buy dried ice cream - lunched - playground .

it was awesome day with cartoons around .
and the 4 of us bought the same bag , gonna wear on monday :)

2011-03-27T20:17:00.001+08:00

who is so kind enough to bring me go toh guan ? i wanna go there like soon !

Don't feel like blogging these few days !

2011-03-17T18:04:00.002+08:00

pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less than fucking prefect . pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing . you're fucking prefect to me .

2011-03-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey i'm the cool cat check me out . meow :P

2011-03-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

i should not be lazy ! i need to bring out my camera once in a while . what for i buy a expensive camera when i never even used it .
btw / some rude guy send me a msg via tagged . he keep saying disgusting stuff like ' i nak you ' major eeeeewwww ! then when i declined it nicely he began to be very rude and ended it with an abrupt BYE . well BYE to YOU TOO ! ASSHOLE !

2011-03-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

helloooooo
nampak nye , my big cousin nak engage . gaah , hapy for her . getting to engage to someone she really love . bila eh my mase ?

okay , i am really bored at home ! my parents are over at batam and there is no way for me to contact them due to the connection . my skin is so dry nowadays ! and so is my hair . why ? nevermind , i should go for treatment soon .

GDO

2011-03-12T12:41:00.008+08:00

yesterday , i went to meet up with some girls
had a mini girls outing . catch red riding hood because izza wanted too . the show is superb .

now let's the pictures do the talking

500th

2011-03-06T02:48:00.002+08:00

☆ IT'S MINE 500TH POST ☆

Dear blogger , thanks for being with me for the past 2 years and 5 months ♥
You are the reason why i have the inspiration to blog . without me blogging , my life would be meaningless .

You are like my history text book because when i am so bored or sad , i would go to previous post to look up and see the memories .

You are awesome !

2011-03-03T18:45:00.004+08:00

yessaaahhh !
i finally finish watching dream high . the last episode was the best !

tomorrow , i'm going to see movie with izzareah amirah , izzareah nabielah , izzareah khalesha and alisya . watching gnomeo and juliet .

i am number four is an awesome show . should watch it !

i'll tresure you for sure

2011-02-28T23:15:00.006+08:00

this post will be dedicated to one and only izzareah khalesha .
i'll be there for you

when i was sec 3 , you came to juying . i first know you during camp at gunung datuk when we were climbing the mountain . i thought your attitude will be like 'sombong' but you're not ! then i met you again when we sit down together at the bench because we don't want to run . we got the same interest , KPOP ! that's when i like you <3
you gave me a paper heart on 2010 valentine's . aaaww , sho sweet :P
then we became closer during mother tongue class . 1 year flew by like that .

2011 , be became much more closer . like sistaa and bestfriend . began to treasure you more . you met my mother all that . boleh kate kan macam family kan ? HAHA ! 2011 valentine's you gave me cookies which is the best yet ! and for my birthday you give me star necklace . PS : i'm wearing it now :)

till now , you're still the best . maybe ade misunderstanding , but we always work it out . you're awesome and i love you <3

2011-02-26T17:03:00.002+08:00

i turn 16 already :P
gosh ! i hate that someone . i feel like slapping her face hard .
kay bye !

2011-02-20T15:35:00.003+08:00

in 4 more days im becoming 16
NC16 movie can watch already .
having exams on tuesday to friday so won't blog that much

i only have 1 wish this year which is to received a lot of love

2011-02-12T18:30:00.002+08:00

today is saturday !
in the morning , i ate at sakae sushi with mom plus my brother . since today no buffet , so they count by plates . total we spent $106 . what the hell ?

next week , school will be as normal . studies . less than 2 more weeks and it's common test-.-

kaybye

2011-02-11T21:37:00.007+08:00

this one whole week is so fun :P
i get to go around singapore . macam tourist saye , nyet ^^v

LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING

2011-02-05T20:48:00.005+08:00

let the pictures do the talking

2011-02-01T19:38:00.001+08:00

looks like i am gonna bake cookies with my two lovely ladies on valentine's day !
i really cannot wait !

aaww , i failed my english test :(

2011-01-25T21:16:00.001+08:00

i'm really tired nowadays
i'm lack of sleep

PS : eh syukrina ! aku rindu kau laa :P

2011-01-20T13:09:00.002+08:00

i have been sick since monday . only yesterday that i decided to visit the doctor . guess what ? the doctor say that i am very dehydrated . mom took off today to take care of me and i'm still sick . should i miss school tomorrow also ?

2011-01-13T19:27:00.002+08:00

eh haaii blog ! i miss you !

school ? okayokay laa . can tahan
yesterday , today and tomorrow no need bring books because of study camp . ler , so boring nak mampos . but the good thing is that , we get to go home at 12.30pm this 3 days .

tomorrow , friday got tuition . hpmft . so boring need to study . haishh

kay laa baaii !

2011-01-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

school has been awesome one for me :)
and you know what ? my class got aircon class room . feel so blessed suddenly . but within 4 days of school , all i get in the morning is sneezing ! so irritating to the max , i swear !

this year , i am avoiding a lot of people . people that i'm used to be closed with are all different . hate it that they changed within 3 months or so ? what's the point of keeping friendship intact when your attitude towards me just sucks ? i think this week i lost 2 close friends . hope time will heal the wound . *prays hard*

N lvl is like in 8 , 9 months . mom has gotten me a tutor , so called 'home tuition' . no more playing around like last year . no more having boyfriends . no more facebook-ing too often . yes , that's my resolutions yo !

goodbye :)

2011-01-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

today i ate a lot of things !
i went to watch a movie then had late lunch at pizza hut

tomorrow i am going bowling with mom :)

2011-01-01T13:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE SUNGMIN !

so yesterday went to countdown at boonlay . managed to see a lot of people i know . played foam party also with my older cousin cause she drag me in . went home drenched .

but before that my family and i went to walk walk at jurong point and had late lunch at swensens . dad came late so after going to NTUC teman him go eat burger king . after that , i go do my eyebrows and i swear it look pretty ! then my father send me to wawan to boonlay .

SERIOUSLY ?! SCHOOL STARTS IN 3 DAYS TIME ?

2010-12-27T00:20:00.004+08:00

pictures was taken on christmas eve .
i think it was the worst day to work ! so tired !
running here and there like dog

yesterday go wild wild wet
one word , it was awesome

looks like tuesday my last day :)
school starting soon aah .

2010-12-22T00:50:00.001+08:00

looks like im going to wild wild wet this saturday with my dad sides
cannot wait !

2010-12-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

haaii ^^
i don't know why , but i don't really feel like wearing makeup this days
been taking care of my face lately and it's a total success i guess ?
no oily face and pimples !

okay , so my lips has been swollen for like 2 days now and it's really painful for me to endure . feel like biting my lips hard hard !

so just now at 1 i went to johor with family to buy stuff . i bought lots of undergarments and bras . HAHA ! fried food and also ice-cream !

okayokay , eh baaiii

2010-12-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

i am so fat !
i am so ugly !
if only i have the money to do plastic then i would be pretty but then i would be fake .

2010-12-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

and so i quit my job at nyny already
so sad right ? whatever , i don't give shitxzxz anymore !
wawan , balik lot 1 sudaaaa

2010-12-14T01:34:00.001+08:00

looks like someone is down with fever
aaww , takecare !

jani and shahril entering NS today ! good luck !

saw 6 is awesomexzxz ! haha ! kay bye .

2010-12-12T00:59:00.002+08:00

yay ! back from camp !
it was so fun
i like the outdoor games where we get down and dirty
it is like once in a lifetime experience ! i really like the loft which is like an apartment for us to stay in and yeah , i slept alone ! and i never even sleep a blink !

supposed to end at 3 but drag till 5.30 when i work at 6 . so i took off instead . and i slept like a pig when i reached home until the next morning where my mom yell ' wanni ! bangun ! pukol berape nak keje ni ? ' fuuuhh sungguh memekak gilaaaaa .

work was amazingly fun today . 12-4 , 6-9 . after work ate burger king with conroy and yin zheng . their last day will be on next week sunday . haish . agustine also leaving soon . then le hao also , then shermaine also ! one by one lei . i will be quitting on jan 16 :( i need to prepare for N lvls you know so kene sacrifice abit uuhh .

okayokay , i just ate pizza and i'm having stomachache so bye !

2010-12-09T00:41:00.001+08:00

will be away for camp . bye

2010-12-08T07:17:00.004+08:00

so yesterday i had a lot of fun with jani , shahril , taqim and wawan .
meet jani at boonlay interchange while waiting for taqim . darah up tunggu die . punye laa lame . fuuuhhh . then soon shahril meet us . train to raffles then walk to lau pa sat . total bill was $106 plus ? then i only pay $20 :)
after that , headed to dhoby ghaut to play L4D2 . syiok habes . but only play one hour cause it was getting late and i have curfew :(

the guys play L4D maciam pro , but i play relax relax only . heeheheh .
okay laa , gonna miss jani and shahril when they enter NS which is like less than 6 days ! omgzxzxz laaaa :(

2010-12-07T00:34:00.002+08:00

FML ! nothing is going the right way for me . hate it
what am i suppose to do ?

i am wondering to myself , why nowadays people keep showing me their motherfucking attitude ? be it a work or with friends . are they even my friend ?

i miss a lot of people . i need them

2010-12-04T02:10:00.002+08:00

work has been a bitch lately -.-
working with you sucks
and and oh yea , i want to forget you . i dont want to like you anymore . i just want to be friends . no more likeylikey you already :)

going to promise that guy that i am going to be friends with him until i stop work . not going to be a relationship :)

I DONT WANT A BOYFRIEND THANK YOU :)

2010-12-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

just reach home . OMG i reach home late kene marah ngan ayah . binget :(
my neighbor kids are tooooooooo cutezxzzx

woke up at noon , bath when out . buy long john , take away ate at New york New york . Abba came asked me follow him go makan . and i tell him i want to eat something sweet . so ... we went to bakerszin . since it was tea time we managed to get a cheaper price . going next week with abba again :)

today work was a bitch . aku tak abes2 kene pinjak ngan eva :( sodehh tau :(

gee , im tired . off to lalalalalalaland
nites

2010-12-02T13:13:00.004+08:00

i'm so jealous of kitt ! she has a hot body , she's thin , she is very pretty and what's more ? she's white !! aku jealous . huhuhuhuhuhuhu :(

hahahah
i seriously can't stop laughing at my neighbor . with all the screaming shouting and crying all day long . but i still love my neighbor :)

late at night last night , i ate macdonald . ah , so fattening ...

2010-12-01T14:09:00.004+08:00

eh haaii

yesterday had lunch with JX and wanwan at lot 1 . i had chicken mushroom mozzarella melts . so nice :)

today in the morning , i made a spaghetti for myself using alfredo sauce . thumbs up for the great effort i put in . i was so sodaaaap !
working later . i miss a lot of people in NYNY .

2010-11-30T21:37:00.003+08:00

did you miss me ? i sure did miss a lot of people . especially him <3
can't really get him out of my mind . wahaaaaii . what to do ?

so my trip to KL was okayokay . managed to see my and my makcik pakcik . after 11 years of not contacting them , i managed to see them . they changed . well , people changed

alright , let's the pictures do the talking here
seeya

2010-11-30T15:27:00.001+08:00

update real soon

2010-11-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

will be busy working till thurday , but i still wont be update until next week tuesday . so bye

2010-11-15T14:09:00.003+08:00

RWS with syukrina . lot's of photos at facebook
going to USS with syukrina soon after my salary come out <3

kay bye :D

2010-11-13T23:26:00.003+08:00

hello
do you guys miss me ?
someone do :)

so KL trip was okay . but before that we went to gemas , negeri sembilan for a homestay .
the place is call kampong lonek . it was really fun experiencing kampong lifestyle . thumbs up !
went to KL for 3 days the next day . lazy to elaborate the whole trip . sorry !

tomorrow will be going to resort world at sentosa with family plus syukrina ! yes !

kay bye !

p/s : i love my camera
p/s/s : i'm sick :(

2010-11-13T00:51:00.003+08:00

back from KL
update real sooon

2010-11-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

since it's my off day today , i decided to go to a place where is has the sun , the sea and the sand !
yes ! a beach !

had fun hanging out with my family with my father side siblings . but i never swim though , don't want to get too sticky :)

byebye . KL trip in 2 days !

2010-11-03T13:43:00.002+08:00

i think i should do a proper update

so yesterday work was not tiring . have a lot of fun people around me
i pity Angah cause he need to sweep again and again . haha
i only need to mop outdoor which is not that tiring , still can managed because i am a strong girl !
after everything ends already time to munchmunch ! last night food was utterly gross ! i can't even swallow it , yucks to the max !

i will be working from 27/10 to 4/11 straight ! so tiring laaaaaa . but what to do ? crazy me put schedule like that . a lesson learn !

2010-11-02T02:45:00.001+08:00

hi hi
will be working straight until thursday
can't wait to go KL with my friends !
only a few days left
:D

2010-10-25T01:49:00.003+08:00

have been working straight
i am very tired
can't even type properly
must type delete type again
okay what the hell ?
goodnight goodnight

2010-10-21T13:00:00.003+08:00

work is tiring but yet fun

so today i never come to school because of my swollen eyes , dammit !
hope it heals faster

2010-10-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

hi hi
so i went swimming
was so tiring

saw my ex when i was in kfc
never saw him for 4 months or so ?
hpm ...

i am bored

2010-10-15T21:59:00.007+08:00

went to my aunt's house today
was going through the old albums
was laughing hard looking at it
all my cousins have changed including me

oldest to youngest
abg aree : rambot tengah eh abg aree ? kekek seh ! dulu abg aree pendek , tak handsome . now ? wow ! tinggi and handsome laa seh !
kak ira : rambot curly . now , kak ira lawaa gile ! i feel that i have fallen in love with you . haha !
abg wawan : youo were so FAT and CUTE . now ? still the same laa . muke siket lari aah
me : gigi aku takleh angkat aah ! atleast sekarang gigi saye lawaa siket kan ? i thin become fat become fatter ! aiyoh . my muke pun lari kan ?
syukrina : you were so so so cute ! now lawaa laa seh !
irfan : haha ! irfan dulu cute sekarang handsome . muke tak lari :D

kaykay , i stop here
sedare aku yang nampak ini post , please tag me :D

2010-10-15T13:36:00.003+08:00

hi hi
i have the feeling that 'they' hate me
maybe my attitude change ? i don't know
i don't even care
as long as they never bother me , i never bother them

seriously babe , you and your friends attitude has changed a lot
i don't even know you guys anymore
when you are with me we can laugh out loud but when your friend arrive to sit with us all your attention was on her
come on laa , i am also your friend . how can you only put your attention only on her ? this things make me hate you

changed topic , don't want to get angry over her and her friends .
so yesterday , i went to bugis BHG with my mom and big brother
spent almost $220
oh , but before that we ate at one restaurant
i ate nasi lemak and it almost cost me $6 !
so expensive !
mom somemore can say it's okay as long the food is good nevermind . haha , the food is good :D

bought a transparent shoulder bag . good thing my big brother has good eyes >.<
mom bought 2 pairs of heels . mom pestered me to buy a few high heels , but none of them are able to fit my size :(
big brother buy kappa polo tee after go home
so it was like a mini shopping for us

if you really want to know , i am actually a kind of person who hates to do shopping at town . i prefer shopping malls like vivo , jurong point , IMM . town ? orchard ? bugis ? penisula ? a no no for me :)

i bought a new concealer from ZA and i hate it !
it's not concealer when it stated it is a concealer . mad pissed off !
spent $13 on that one small tube no bigger than your index finger _|_

bye bye :D

2010-10-14T01:03:00.002+08:00

yes , finally i can blog again
exams has finish . pray hard i get promoted to sec 4 . amin !

good news , got a job .
return back to NYNY again because i think that's the only job i'm capable of

it's 1.05am in the morning and i am hungry . mooooommmm ~!

2010-10-04T21:33:00.001+08:00

so sexy aah

2010-09-30T21:47:00.004+08:00

i am sick
my temperature yesterday was 40.0 degree celcius
i am shivering
i wore 3 pieces of clothing and 2 pair of shorts
i looked awful
but please love me :(

2010-09-27T20:11:00.002+08:00

oh am gee
i think i like/love someone
used to just like him as a crush but now i want more than that
talked to some girls about my problems and all they say is sabar . SABAR !
how am i supposed to wait ?

wanie wanie , pikir pasal sekolah , bukan pasal laki
i don't really want to get hurt
just like how my ex boyfriend hurt me
do i have to go through this again ?
i want to have a really long term relationship
i want him !!

2010-09-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

NYNY raya outing
had so much fun
waiting for this meetup again at jani's chalet
insyaalah dapat laa chalet dude :)

2010-09-24T19:14:00.001+08:00

no time to blog
studying

2010-09-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

selamat hari raya !
so what if i'm late ?
better than nothing

1st day as usual visit the elders first . home by 11pm
2nd day out of the house by 3pm . home by 2am
3rd day out of the house by 6pm . home by 9pm

basically , hari raya was not the same anymore
i feel that me and my cousins have drifted apart

but , i was happy that during the first day i managed to see my aunt , who just got out of jail
and also my cousin who i have not seen him for the past 2 or 3 years . got to know he just been released .
when i realised that he was in jail because he went AWOL i was devastated .
now , i'm just waiting for my other cousin who has jail term for 5 years because of drug abuse
abang mimi , wanni rindu sangat ngan abang mimi :(

2010-09-15T22:49:00.001+08:00

stand there and watch me burn
update soon

2010-09-08T01:35:00.001+08:00

more active at my other blog instead of this

it's official !
i'm down with something

2010-09-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

just stand there and watch me burn

been very emotional lately
hari raya is coming but i don't feel like celebrating it
with the state i'm in now , absolutely not

i am tired going thru all these
i'm so stressed right now
irregular sleep , fasting , moodswings

mom has been buying me makeup lately
now i have loads of them
too bad my compartment is too small too keep them
wanting to throw some of them out
but it's such a waste

one thing i need to most now is $$$
yes money
mom keep scolding me because i keep asking money from her and brother
so ? i'm the baby of the family .
that means you guys have to support me until i find myself a husband
heh :)

i'm done updating
kthanksbye

2010-09-03T15:11:00.002+08:00

totally pissed off by a group of people !

i don't even know the full story and you all already aimed at me ?
what the fuuuck _|_
come on laa , i no longer work at that environment already and yet you guys dragged me in ?
no wonder what my brother say is true , semua kental
i am gonna take my friends and brother advice .

you guys don't know what i'm capable off

2010-09-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

someone say to me that i have sense in fashion
gee , thanks :)

2010-08-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not .

2010-08-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

currently hearing let's not by super junior on itunes
the song make me want to cry and it bring back memories from the past

finally a 2 days break for me to relax
i blame my parents for making me go tuition during weekends
can't they see it's time for me to relax ?
want to go out also very hard for me

october 23rd going to Korean Pop Concert 2010 with big brother
even though i don't have the money to buy
will pay him back when i start working
high chances i will be going back to NYNY JP
NYNY Lot 1 is full so brother asked me join back at NYNY JP
it's okay though
near grandmother house , so it still okay

next week only 4 days of school
3 days of studying

i'm tired
i need strength

2010-08-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

his whisper is the lucifer

2010-08-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

just join tourism club as my cca
along with suriani , aishura , yiawen , izza and amalina
jiwaaa laa kate kan

been avoiding somebody , but where ever i go he's there
come on dude , it's school
because of H sayings , i have been avoiding
it's way awkward between us
sorry

2010-08-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

my boyfriend is lee sung min

been sick nowadays
ebynie , you can't be sick right now !
you need strength and endurance the most now !
fighting !

2010-08-22T00:34:00.002+08:00

been taking care of this prince nowadays
i can't even bear to leave him for 1 minute
good thing he only leave next door
will i be able to see him again once i moved back at boon lay ?
will he remember me ?
i've been seeing him since he was 9 months
celebrated his first and second birthday
i treat him as my own child , in fact .

2010-08-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

i got migraine
waiting for my mom to bring me to the doctor later on
i want to cry , seriously
if only you knew how much i love you

2010-08-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

it's midnight

2010-08-14T12:46:00.002+08:00

did not go for tuition today
i'm too tired

this few days been window shopping with izza
i want to do it again
i love it

2010-08-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

second day of fasting , i made it
endurance is what i need the most now instead of strength
getting the hang on how life works nowadays
someone will never failed to make me smile and that is ryanjay :)

2010-08-10T20:29:00.001+08:00

fasting month is just tomorrow .
selamat bulan ramadhan :)

2010-08-06T21:40:00.003+08:00

why nowadays i keep arguing with my friends ?
i still need strength .

this year national day celebration at school was not awesome . no performances for the upper sec . that sucks ! so i just sat down in the canteen to talk to few people , that's all .
skip tuition today , but i will make up up tomorrow :)

have an early sleep guys

2010-08-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

having hard time
hope time would heal the wounds

2010-08-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

memang sial aah kau . aku taak cari pasal ngan kau , kau cari pasal ngan aku . buat kelakaa pe ? siul aah , gare-gare kau , untuk aku jadi kawan ngan die daa akward siul . sekarang , die blocked aku , aku blocked die . sekarang main blocked blocked aah ni ? mepek siul !

perangai macam budaak kecil . mahuu attention aje dari orang lain . taakdee keje siaak kau -.-

2010-08-01T13:50:00.002+08:00

someone advice me not to admire him , wonder why .
i hope that i won't be making any wrong choice
i'm not the kind of person who give up ever so easily .

so just now i study for 2 hours . mom decided to bring me to kfc to have breakfast . after that went to RED2 to buy some dress and clothes . spend $150 there . 1 dress and 3 tops . mom was kinda annoyed with me because it's her birthday and i spent her money . so for spending her money , my punishment was not being able to buy NF jeans :(

today mom birthday , gonna have a great time with family !

bye

2010-07-27T17:18:00.003+08:00

i think i have feelings for someone .
but it's hard for me . only 1 person knew who he is . but im scared . im scared to be hurt again . ouh god , please help me go thru this . and let him be healthy :)

2010-07-25T08:19:00.002+08:00

studying . got a lil time left to enjoy :/

2010-07-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

tomorrow i need to leave the house before 5am -.-
going to be super busy tomorrow , not sure if monday coming to school or not .

but good thing is that i'm beginning to love school :)
been studying lately . improving my standards a lot .
common test is less than a month away . but i'm still not that confident enough is i can pass .
i leave in the hands of god , Amin

2010-07-16T21:39:00.001+08:00

my prince :)

been meeting my prince this few days . i miss him already . prince , i visit you soon .

2010-07-15T17:55:00.003+08:00

hello
been studying :)
i'm such a good girl .

so this few days has been hard for me . been a roller coaster ride for me . hell yeah , everything will be okay .
good thing friends are there to help me cope with it . especially suriani . shall i talk about her here ? i think i should .
so babe , this post is dedicate to you <3

suriani bte bapakdienyename :)

about her : she actually cool when you get to know her well . even though she is just a friend , she will still be there whenever im down . i'm actually grateful to have known her . it has been almost 7 months we knew each other and we're just click .
i remembered when we both fought with each other about him during that time in the library long long time ago . we even throw vulgar at each other . thinking back , it was so childish ! even though we fought sometimes , time will heal the wounds and we're friends again . yes , i may even tell some of you guys(whoever) that i really hate her . infact i do hate her . just when i'm in a bad mood or she did something i hate or she lied . she soon it'll be okay . thru and forth . she is awesome when come to boys(even some i hate them) , but it's her life right ? we talked about anything if the topic is about boys . to good stuff to dirty stuff ( i like )
i like suriani cause she is my friend .
i like suriani cause she will be there when i'm down .
i like suriani cause she fun to talk to when comes to boys .
i like suriani cause whenever we fight , we will still be friend .
i like suriani cause you're you .

i can be sweet kan ?

bye

2010-07-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

hello :D
been busy this week but school was awesome .
i've change . i began to focus on studies , do my homework and went to school . best of all , im not even working ! HAHA .

alrighty then . goodnights

2010-07-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

today i go swimming after school with my girls .
fun time . go again soon :D

2010-07-05T15:37:00.001+08:00

hello
a very short post before i return back to my studies .
im active at twitter ! follow me

2010-06-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

wont be blogging . wont be online that much . i began to change . i began to study . i began to take life seriously , because i know that's best for me .

2010-06-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

hello :D
short update . so basically tomorrow will be the last day for me to enjoy , but i've to attend to my cousin wedding . just now her nikah & tomorrow her wedding . the way they decorate it was so nice , black & red . tomorrow got to wake up super duper early for preparations . i'm gonna wear my awesome kebaya and put on lots & lots of make-up . LOL ! i sound so cute .

Kay bye :D